Please Understand

What happens when you experience something that you’re not ready for?

You can’t understand it so you can’t talk about it.

And No one can explain it to you.

These aren’t just habits. This is how I’ve learned to cope.

This is how I feel Im ok or in control.

These are my secrets, my demons, my ghosts.

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One Day at a Time

Reality has a way of Humbling me.

Breaking me to my knees,

Sreaming in my face…

“Wake Up Cinderella!”

I’m trying to stop jumping the gun. I keep trying to make things happen before it’s time…I’m a control freak.

I’m trying to stop setting my expectations so high, it’s a setup for disappointment. Things in my life are never the way I see them in my mind.

Why do Dreams Manifest so slowly?

It’s hard to break these habits because I want what I want so badly. It feels like I’ve been waiting my whole life… Every day I pray for strength, patience, and peace. There never seems to be enough.

I’m trying to let Go and let God lead. I’m trying…Pray for me.