The Biggest Fear

I think my Biggest fear is that if I finally find the courage to face my fears and open up to someone, that I will be judged and rejected.

You can’t trust your emotions to everyone,

And I know I shouldn’t put myself in vulnerable situations with people I can’t trust, but it happened.

Right now, everything is becoming slippery. Needing support but acting like everything is cool…

Drinking through my Insecurities again, Now trying to face the mess I made.

I don’t do casual because I’m not casual, now when my emotions are involved.

I keep saying It’s because of stress…but when will I not be stressed?

I know this will pass, like every emotional crisis, I’ll survive it.

But what Happens next? Do I cut my losses or try to communicate…

wait it out.

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Universal Love

I just want….

Love that’s free and Unconditional,

Love that Understands

Love without Expectations or demands.

At times, it feels like everyone wants something.

Like it’s me against the world

At times I feel resentful and pull away,

Back into my isolated cage

But today, I want to Change my Heart and mind.

I am not separate, I am part of a Universal consciousness

Seeing with Love, I do not fear because I know that people cannot harm me.

There is no us and them….We are One.