I think my Biggest fear is that if I finally find the courage to face my fears and open up to someone, that I will be judged and rejected.
You can’t trust your emotions to everyone,
And I know I shouldn’t put myself in vulnerable situations with people I can’t trust, but it happened.
Right now, everything is becoming slippery. Needing support but acting like everything is cool…
Drinking through my Insecurities again, Now trying to face the mess I made.
I don’t do casual because I’m not casual, now when my emotions are involved.
I keep saying It’s because of stress…but when will I not be stressed?
I know this will pass, like every emotional crisis, I’ll survive it.
But what Happens next? Do I cut my losses or try to communicate…
wait it out.
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