This Year I can feel that it’s time to shift into a new season. I’m shifting away from survival mode and into Desire. It’s time to start manifesting the life of my dreams.
I’m tired of counting down the days until I can breathe again. I want to enjoy my life, my body, my money, my career, and my journey. The life I desire requires more! More creating, more inspiration, more connection, more expression.
I Give Myself permission to take it to the next level!
I am taking the necessary steps to create the Life I Desire.
So yesterday I looked at my already depleted bank account, only 4 days after pay day, and I felt disgusted with my whole life. 😒
I started stressing myself out over money, bills, my career, and my future..”How am I ever going to be able to do it all??”
I started watching a comedy on tv to take my mind off it. After a while, I heard a little voice saying “Chiiill Out! You are taking your life way too seriously right now!” And I needed that. I realize that all of my anxiety stems from a lack of trust that everything is working out exactly as it should. So chill out and enjoy your life!
To grow as a person, and especially as an artist you have to learn to face uncomfortable situations. Pain, Vulnerability, conflict, and broken relationships are part of life. I used to run away from these kinds of situations, but now I face them with Confidence.
I’ve been through so much emotionally, but my journey has lead me to healing, self love, and rebuilding. Now I am in a Blessed place. Nothing brings me down anymore. No matter what my situation looks like, I can recover and move on with my life because I have a focus, I can see the big picture. I know that my obstacles won’t keep me from my destiny. Nothing can stop me from being great!
I Let Go of …
Trying to change, trying to fix, trying to be perfect, trying to hold on to brokenness, trying to do it all, trying to please, trying to be everything to everyone, trying to control things beyond my control.
I Let Go of..
My fears-fear of the unknown, fear of perception, fear of rejection, fear of lack, fear of success, fear of failure, fear of abandonment, fear of judgment, fear of disapproval, fear of vulnerability.
I Let Go of…
My expectations, insecurities, self-doubt, self condemnation, self sabotage, bitterness, jealousy, drama, over-thinking, worrying, expecting too much.
I let Go of shame, guilt, and pain.
I let Go because I am drained and stressed out of my mind, and that is NOT WHO I AM MEANT TO BE.
I was called TO BE FREE.
Let go and Start Living.
“I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through Him who gives me strength.”
I am 25 this year and I’m realizing that this is the Prime time of my life. Now is the Time to start turning my dreams into reality, and that means making sacrifices. Instead of spending money on going out, I am taking acting and vocal lessons, practicing, preparing for auditions, choreographing new dances and writing music.
I am taking control of my dreams and my life. I am investing in myself, I am taking action, and it feels good!
I am not waiting for my opportunity. I am not waiting for other people’s support or validation. I am not even using my finances as an excuse not to move forward
I am Living my Dreams now!
I am Determined to live to the fullest, conquer my fears, and live my dreams.