Let’s not even get into feelings.
I work for a living, I’m like a machine through the week.
There’s no time for feelings about anything.
It’s tiring, but don’t complain
It’s a sacrifice that comes with making something from nothing.
And doing it alone,
Don’t bother looking for comfort anywhere outside of yourself.
My friends exist but mainly acquaintances.
I watch people take vacations and enjoy their summer freedom,
Reminding myself not to be bitter because my time is coming.
I’m working like this so that in the next 3years, I won’t have to.
My time will come. I keep taking steps toward the vision I see for myself,
Only I can see it and I know I will reach it.
Stay persistent and keep aligning your energy with your true desires.
Believe in Faith and the Power of Manifestation.
I just need to feel Free again
I need to be Just Me again
In my natural state
Is where I’m great
Independence is my strength.
What have I learned from my first attempt at living my dreams in NYC and briefly coming home to friends and family?….
It’s easier to Live Your Dreams Out Loud than to speak them out loud.
Speaking your dreams gives people the chance to cut them down and implant seeds of Doubt into your Vision.
I know why I left this place….Being here Drains my energy. I’m constantly surrounded by voices of Fear.
It’s takes all the strength I have just to stay inspired from day to day…
Is there anyone here that can lift me up??
There goes that anxious, restless feeling that tells me it’s time to go.
From now on, I’ll share even less about my journey.
I want my accomplishments to speak for themselves.
I’m thankful for the years I spent back home focusing on my spiritual growth, building positive mindsets, and letting go of emotional baggage.
As I thrive in this new environment, I know that the people and the circumstances around me cannot influence me unless I allow them to. I am the influencer and the Leader everywhere I go. That’s who I’m meant to be.
some days I feel strong
some days I’m tired of being the only one….
I got a few to count on
But I have to walk this path alone.
Seems like every time someone comes into my life I have to let them go.
I cant let anybody slow me down. I worked too hard just to get here.
I can’t let anybody slow me down. I conquered too much just to get here.
Even if I’m standing alone. I won’t let anyone pull me down.
My dreams have always been there to protect me, guide me, and push me to better.
Dreams give me visions of hope in the darkest places. My dreams are everything I can’t put in words.
At times, it drives me crazy that it’s only in my head. These visions are so strong, I can’t hold them inside any longer.
I’m ready to bring it to life.
With each day I know that this is the beginning of a new season. I can’t find peace in anything anymore. There’s only emptiness and brokenness left here. I try so hard to keep myself from sinking down into it every day. I’m fighting so hard to keep my dreams alive and I’m glad that I made it this far, but I don’t feel like I’m living my life yet.
I’m tired of just getting by, accepting whatever life hands me, finding the tiniest glimpses of happiness once in a rare blue moon.
I feel trapped and isolated and I’m tired of feeling like this. I have to be courageous and ambitious enough to build the life I dream of rather than accept the second rate life I’ve been given. The longer I’m here, the more bitter and resentful I become. It’s been 10 years.. I finally realize that staying here is holding me back from the life I could be living.
I just want to be happy, that’s the only thing I’ve ever really wanted.
Stop Believing that you are powerless and forced to accept a second rate life. You have the power to achieve any goal you set your mind to.