Exploring What it means to be an…
Woman, teacher, creator, performer, student striving and in search of Peace, Love, and Happiness.
Adapting to stress and demands of work and society. Feeling pressured to be on always, finding balance with alone time and not feeling bad for it.
I wish I didn’t think so much, but it’s the way I function.
Wanting to come out of my shell, sexually and creatively…
practicing non-judgment with myself, especially with the quirks I’m insecure about..
Not being able to climax with others….
Understanding my past and Healing from toxic relationships, emotional abuse
The trap of non-expression, depression and isolation
Unlearning ingrained patterns in my mind and soul: fears that keep me silent and shut down, overcoming shame and guilt, learning to let go
With dating, deciding to try it again with an open minded attitude, positive, and accepting but still look out for myself. In the past, I would get so negative and fearful, it has kept me away from trying to get to know people and letting people know me, but it gets lonely, I want to be able to be open and communicate.
Don’t assume that people are out to judge you or hurt you. Some people just want to love you.
Is still hard and still scary, I’m learning that it can’t be avoided. I’m trying to learn to embrace it. It does get easier with conscious effort and practice. I have to remind myself that I’m ok. I’m learning not to give people power over my emotions. It is ok to have emotions and to express them. I’m learning to be comfortable in my own skin.
With everything, I know that people see me in many different ways. I can’t ignore the thoughts,but I can make them positive and loving instead of fearful and negative.
Psychology Today-Explanation of Introverts